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November 04 what glitters is goldi once dreamt i wore a jacket like this, but it was in the style of a bomber jacket...
November 03 But answer made it none.Tonight's the night; time to appreciate everything you had even the slightest passion for, and show it through your writing. THE.car.zomg mineeeeeee mineeeeee mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee  mazda 6 (sedan) in white pearl - ideal carrrrrrr, even parents like it! I know :( I'm no where near getting my Ps, but after in a few years' time, i'll be sure to get something like this!!!! Or if im lucky, dad might trade in mum's car for this one! .. maybe maybe   (garh hate the white pixel thing, ignore that!) October 29 soon it'll be just you and me fuq i hate the feeling of nostaligia, i can't work in a nostalgic environment, it's like being stuck living in the past. Thus my conversion to studying at the library. Surprisingly it works, as long as your with the right people, coupled with strong dedication of course. Can't believe everything is drawing to an end. I'm scared and in a weird kind of way, I don't want my exams to end, because I have a funny feeling I'll finish in some form of dissapointment. So it's all nearly over, please please continue to work, don't whither yet. Just endure, that - much - longer. October 26 formspringfor any stalkers out there ..... (lol the americans are doing it, so i'm trying it out) http://www.formspring.com/forms/?734399-ziEVCZxcit eg) Veronica has submitted this form, asking: what the hell is this? I repost all the questions asked - can be annonymous if you don't want to be identified, on this blog. My answer the vee's quetion: It's basically a way for stalkers to ask you questions about your personal life or watever. Creepy stuff yeah? I agree, but some of the stuff they send are sometimes quite flattering - like "i like hte clothes you wear, where do u usually get your clothes from?" - suff like that. That's from this chick i stalk.......... name will remain disclosed. LOL. But yea, just incase i have stalkers who stalk my public blog, too afraid to ask questions/comment because.. well they don't know me. And I know it all sounds really cocky to even assume you have any stalkers - i just i like the idea of "formspring" sounds so american and hippy. LOLOLOL .. uh yeah . All for fun! October 25 Odd how men's fortunes flows Dear friend, I believe that you're one of those people who will come out and surprise everybody with your well-deserved success, while I'll be one of those people who will come out and surprise everybody with my unexpectedly under-achievement who you expected more from. That's just how it is dear friends, that's just how it is. October 23 it's all your bloody fault Here's the thing, if i don't fulfill the stereotype embodiment, i won't feel like i'm "studying". Stereotypical definition of "studying": 1. solid hours sit on arse every fuqing day most of the day excluding sleep eat and shit 2. stay up really late "studying" 3. practice papers and more practice papers, practice papers only. (writing notes are apparently a waste of time) 4. deliberately go out of your way and memorise shit off your bedroom wall, bathroom wall, toilet door, kitchen wall, walls walls walls. Then I suppose if i'm not doing those things, i'm not exactly studying, and i won't achieve great marks. That's how i feel, that's the reason why I've been feeling shit everyday of my fuqing vce life - cos I don't fit the stereotype. Sounds silly, but see what happens when you live in a world where everything has been defined for you, and you are constantly being driven home with that idea. October 19 negative inklingsIs sudden constant suspicion and suspicious thoughts driven by depression? I think I need to see a real councellor..  Anyways, kenny got his Ps today! I'm really happy for him! Can't wait to photowhore in his carrr! I hope I'll be the first person he drives, apart from his family! October 17 pee-occupiedKEN'S VALEDICTORY (WED): + their last day of school + 70$pp + semiformal + in fact held at the same place of their formal + thanks gaby for lettn me borrow ur dress and clutch + home: 12am D:   KEN'S 18th BIRTHDAY : (FRI) + lazy moe's + driving range (golf) + King's (pool/arcade) + maccas + home: 12am D: - no study   (SAT - actual birthday) + home - no study + cousin's 21st dinner (SUN - tommorow) + yumcha with ken's fam + ken's place + will try study - gg PS: why does our valedictory cost 70$ held at SANDOWN, where we have to wear UNIFORM. Our school sucks balls. October 11 bullfuqmy dad took one side of my favourite flats for manufacturing at vietnam. he didn't tell me. it's not coming back. and it doesn't get replaced. Fucking. Hell. October 09 OUR HEARTS ARTS 09 Sometimes you can feel lonely in this world, and sometimes you feel right on top of it. But it's not the world you need, it's the people who are in it that make you feel like something admirable. ps. + Arts fest was real good! + Thanks everybody for coming and staying till the end to watch me and lexa perform.. LOL gota have some patience for that. + The artwork, music and even food/catering were particularly good this year too! - But it was slightly dissapointing to have music groups isolated in the Boyde Building, the set up should have been outside the bulding rather than inside. Despite the possibility of clashing sound, at least there wouldn't be such a big dispersion of people. In fact, drama people should have been in the Boyde building as they did all the previous years - instead of the main entrace = 0 audience cos they all ran to watch Dance. Besides it's usually always packed when Drama is in B building. Anyways nvm. - My camera played up =.= so no photos or vids from me, i'll try get them off other people~ October 06 average, but not average enough Average plans for Summer Holidays, not average enough for days of highschool. - catch up on all movies: Inglorious Bastards, Funny People, 500 Days of Summer, Fame, Ugly Truth, Couples' Retreat - movies to watch: Alice in Wonderland (Tim Burton) , An Education raging bullocksExams are in less than 3 weeks - and what is our school concerned about? Whether our little year 7 'sisters' (buddies) are being fed by their big sisters. And so we are expected to live our lives around them, afterall they're our children and we gotta look after them, potty train them and that. What annoys me more is the pointless "year 12 social" we have on thursday. Again, a waste of time. We don't have the time to worry about costumes and dressing up and who will win the best costume prize. Honestly. Sure, few weeks left of our highschool life and we want to enjoy it, but not when it means having to stop our other activies - of a more higher priority, when our bloody vce is at stake. Fuck there's no sense in anybody these days.  October 03 sacrifices on sunny days
Kenny, why do we never go out on nice days like today? September 30 owie each time i begin to study, my head hurts September 29 long awaited photo updateHi Angel, haha thanks for leaving me comments and stuff like that, it's really flattering to know that you or anybody still reads and appreciates wtheck i post up here. Haha! And yes, you're right about the whole studying thing :) and i'm really happy for you that your dad finally let you go. I can imagine how much you would have hated being so restrained like that, seeing as i have friends who were in the same situation as you. I can't say that i'm exactly "suffocating" i tend to exaggerate when i'm not feeling good lol! Cos yeah still see ken every week and shiz, just that i'm desperate to go to the movies to watch what i've been dying to watch for a while now. Cept I promised him we would refrain until after exams... :( Since I know you just love baking Angel ;) haha and Gaby and anybody else, i decided to post some photos of the cupcakes i just made. Same vanilla cupcakes as usual, just different decoration :P. I uploaded other photos that i took a few weeks ago too :)  juice; cool bottles/label design      matching phones~!  newely discovered way of making nails..interesting! LOL the first time i tried it was with black and white :P   new bag from tilkah! 100 bucks, it's got bling and shiz, pretty worth it! 4 It's only been one day since ken and i are distancing ourselves from the computer. but i feel like im being shut out from the world, suffocated if you may, looking outside the window where spring dances in the air and the sun beams its ray of light - while i plod along with my work. As exams draw closer and closer, i begin to question my ability more and more, doubt it more and more. Whether it does me any good to think that way, whether it forces me to study, or whether it harms my performance, i'm not sure. Maybe a bit of both. If i weren't so shit at so many o my subjects, then i would take Jack's advice - study from 8-11, then go out and come home and continue studying from 6-9. But who am i kidding. What are the chances of me being able to study solid hours with the knowledge and excitement that i'll be going out soon - whilst likely being too tired or lazy after coming home from an outing will prove my study time to be obsolete. I just wish it didn't take me so long to remember or understand concepts for methods or chemistry, and just wish i wasn't such a slow and lazy reader for literature or english. This is my reality. September 28 old is newTaylor Momsen pulls off everything, just like every other celeb. But it looks as though the middle parting of the fringe is coming back. There are times where I'm tempted to part my fringe in the middle too, but everything I try I just remind myself of when I was in year 7 - kinda look like an idiot with a middle part now. Hmr. Maybe if I grew it out a little more and curl it to both sides like that............. :)  September 26 ever-searching
if only rings and bangles fit me. without them my ability to express myself through fashion is hindered. i wouldn't mind one of those fur coats either. ** There's something about confidence, it can be ugly, but it can be attractive too. When confronted with such exuberance, something delves inside of you, telling you to show yourself - that you are just as good as anybody. Why does it take so much grief, pain, anger to exude determination? The concept is unfortunate, even though it works. September 19 3 inches shortFUQ I HATE IT WHEN MY HAIR ALWAYS DECIDES TO LOOK GOOD THE DAY BEFORE I GO CUT IT.   result: I DON'T WANNA CUT MY HUR NEMORE...though i really should. edit: i cut about 3 inches off of everything, it's not much, but it still hurts! I thought I wanted a shorter fringe, but realised that i liked my long fringe better?......... September 18 mag melast day of term, and we were all running ad like crazy, skipping any class we can, to go to the viscom/art room to finish our pieces/folio work. today i spent most of the day printing out the final pages of my magazine, have a problem with binding it with a proper spine, but that'll be figured out later apparently. i got really flattering comments from teachers (mr toth/mr quinlan) who don't usually hand out compliments, made my day. i loved the hectic environment of spreads lying about on tables, models, photos on the computer, brand designs store designs. it made me think that maybe this really is, the industry for me, and that it's not just a "hobby", something i would dream to make a successful career out of...............................  preview from front(above) , from back (below)  but you can't have everything in life, you can't be greedy - and sometimes what you dream of, is too good to be true. Special thanks to all who helped/participated in my mag: KELLY's modelling FRANCES' modelling BANNA's modelling MARIANNE's story "Streetlight people" LIZ's photos KAYLA's music review ANNA's hilarious advise page VERONICA's articles and advertisment JAENETTE's short stories TRAN's "to my unborn children" letter KENNY's article VAN's advertisments GABY's recipe You guys made the bulk of my magazine, and without you, this wouldn't have been possible! Thankyou for getting out of your way/precious study time just for this measly thing! lol  September 17 gLeeking gLoserI LOVE LOVE LOVE GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. it makes me wish i participated in musicals from year 7!!!!!!!!!!!!! D: GOGOGOGOGO ARTS FESTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
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